although i am mostly homosexual in my attractions, my sexuality is complicated. i am attracted to slender and more lean bodies but i also just love beautiful shapes and forms, and how the light and shadows catch their sensuality. i never had desire to penetrate, that is just not me. i think it often requires the urge to dominate and even possess. but i am far from being submissive. i don't think that anyone can have me. how people talk when they are turned on says a lot about who they are. i love how expressions on their faces change when they are hot and bothered. i find it even more intimate than sex itself. how their eyes are filled with desire. it has such vulnerability about it. i find myself always chasing and yearning that vulnerability.